Sometimes I find myself wishing I didn't have to grow up and become independent and have responsibilities to uphold. In the back of my mind I fantasize about a dreamworld every so often and somedays I just can't get it out of my mind. Today ended up being one of those days where I was just day dreaming the entire day about being in my perfect dreamworld and being a little kid again. I wish I could just be on some warm beach just staring out into the ocean while looking for birds or fish to jump out of the water and feeling the warm sun while drinking a mug full of lemonade. It sounds so relaxing right now. Especially since I know these next two weeks are going to be hectic with studying for Finals and moving out. Sometimes I wish growing up didn't have to be so confusing and serious. I just want to be a kid again and have fun, make some sand castles, run around and do nothing all day and play with my imaginary friends.
Oh, and HAPPY EASTER for all of you who celebrate it.
I woke up early this morning to go see a friend and I walked downstairs to the kitchen expecting to see Easter baskets full of candy and a little Easter note but I ended up walking down to an empty counter. I was a little bummed I am not going to lie, but my Mom told me later that day that my little brother (who is 18) and I are too old for Easter baskets and candy.
I was heart broken....
Okay, maybe not heart broken but my heart did have a little smack session on it from realizing I am growing up and I won't be having Easter baskets filled with Cadberry eggs and peeps until I do it for my own kids.
Growing up goes by way too fast.
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