hiding my heart away

There is nothing more attractive than a man who knows what life he wants to live. He knows who he is, what he wants to become and what he wants to do. He has goals, aspirations and dreams set for himself and has the confidence to accomplish them all. He is not afraid to be sentimental, even when he's around his guy friends. He carries himself with strength, power, light and a drive that is never ending. There is nothing more attractive than a man who is not afraid to be vulnerable of love and relationships.

I have been thinking a lot about what kind of man I am really searching for. The kind of man I want to be with; be with for the rest of my life. I am one who always had a lot of guy friends and have grown up mostly around men, and don't get me wrong, I love all the men in my life right now and love being around them, but they aren't that one specific key that opens the lock (if you know what I mean). I'm not saying I want to get married now, I am in no rush, but for some reason my mind has just been thinking about the man I really want to be with. The man I really want to date and surround myself with when that time may come but the question is, will I be ready? 

I guess you could say I am living my own inception. My dream within a dream of realizing that this life may seem long, but it goes by in a blink of an eye and right now is the time to create those lists, goals. dreams, and checklists you want to make for yourself; and today, I have a goal to re-create my list 

of what kind of future hubby I want. 

First off, if he looked anywhere close to this, I'd be satisfied for the rest of my life. He could be the least domestic, uneducated and non tech savey man in the World but if he had these looks, I am sold. 

Next, if he didn't have the looks but had a voice of an angel like James Morrison here, you wouldn't need to explain yourself any further.

 One song and your heart is sold. 

What girl doesn't like to wake up to a beautiful face or get woo'd to by a voice like that. But lets be realistic, there's very few out there with this capability so I guess if I can't find myself my own James Franco and James Morrison, I will have to settle for a Prince Charming that is willing to do the rest. 

One that is willing to call you beautiful instead of hot. 

One that can't help to take that double look everytime you walk into a room.

One that can't help but smile everytime he hears your voice.

One that is willing to be that full-time lover and friend.

He is out there and I cannot wait until the day I find him.

 But like I said before, I am in no rush. 

I just love to love and I love to be loved.