tell them anything you want to, just don't tell them all the truth

Another restless night.

I honestly think I may have insomnia. Either that, or I just don't like to fall asleep 'cause I feel as if I am going to miss out on something. Turns out I never do everytime I stay up late into the night.

Thank goodness for blogging, right? It at least keeps me entertained and may keep you entertained as well if you are reading this late into the night. 

Anyways, as of lately, I have been thinking about a few things. My mind is always wondering and I always have it focused on something but this one particular thing keeps coming to mind and that is, 

THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS GREY. 

By that I mean, there is no such thing as standing in grey boundaries. 

There is black and there is white. There is wrong or there is right. 

There are lies or there are truths. 

Do not try and convince yourself otherwise. Do not try and justify yourself by only stepping halfway through the door. You are either in or out before you get caught inbetween something that gives you fear or pain (or better yet, crushed by the door itself). The World focuses too much on this "grey zone" that does not exist. We know the difference between right and wrong. We can feel it. Do not try and justify your thoughts and actions by shades of gray because there isn't any out there. Solely black and white. 


There are people in this World that want the best of both Worlds and I am sorry to tell you that it is impossible. To find yourself, be yourself and live yourself, you can only live one life. You can only be one person. Putting on a mask and pretending to be something else is not justifying you. 
By putting on that mask, you aren't placing yourself in a "safe" or "gray zone" when there is no such thing. There is only black and white, only wrong or right and only truths and lies.