if it is meant to be, it will be

I never thought I'd see the day where I would be sitting here at this very spot, writing about what could have been. Wishing, dreaming and hoping that I could re-live those couple of weeks. People really do believe that

love is blind; and I gotta admit, I am one of them.

I don't know if it was love that I was feeling,

but what I do know, it was something I have ever felt before.

I have never felt more at peace.

I have never had that 'butterfly feeling' in the pit of my stomach until I met you.

I felt more light and energy in my life throughout those minutes I spent with you.

And for those few weeks I have never felt more alive.

Laughter was a part of our every day life.

Smiling was a must.

And sometimes, my nerves got the best of me.

You helped me wake up.

Wake up to a World I want to live in.

Wake up to a life I want to live.

It may not have been love that I felt, but for whatever it was, I have been blind from it for so long, that it felt so good to see its presence again. And if this is what I needed to learn from you, than thank you. Thank you for making me feel alive again. For opening my eyes. For giving me that breath of fresh air.
Thank you for unblinding me to that sense of reality in my life. I love you.