wishing is waiting

I realized that yesterday was one of those days that happens once in a lifetime; and of course I didn't take it for granted or make it memorable by any means. So to make up for it, I am using today in substitution for yesterday in dedication of one of the only days in my lifetime I am able to make the ultimate wish list.

I am a strong believer of wishes. I believe wishes do come true. I believe that wishes are dreams that create a better, stronger individual when they are accomplished. I believe that wishes help set a person straight to what he or she wants in life and help move you forward. I believe wishes set your mind to wanting something so badly, you will put off anything and everything in order to receive it. I am all for wishes. In fact, I look for the opportunity to make a wish whenever I see a shooting star, blow out a candle or happen to look at the clock when it reads 11:11. 

Yesterday was one of those days where it didn't matter what time it was, it didn't matter if you could see a shooting star or not, or if you had the chance to blow out a candle because yesterday was one of those days where that lucky number 11-11-11 happened all day long.

Everyday I have a new wish for myself. 

A new wish that I want to make true that day or sometime down the road. But as of today, I really made myself 'A Wish List' of dreams and desires I really want in my life. Wishes that will make a difference. Wishes that may change my heart, open my eyes and clear my head. Some wishes are not as important than others, but will bring a sense of happiness and enjoyment in my life. 

I wish to find myself working in my dream job within the next couple of years

I wish to find myself working with individuals to help strengthen their self-esteem and strengthen their health. I wish to place myself in more service orriented settings every month in order to branch out my understanding of those who need help and support. I wish to work harder than I have ever worked in school and work in order to start finding myself a stable income and stability that will benefit my career. I wish to find myself playing the piano again and learning/writing songs. I wish that one day I find myself married to my best friend in one of Utah's beautiful temples. I wish that someday, I will be that homemaker, wife, mother, and friend that people will look up to. I wish that someday, all my wishes will come true. 

I love wishing and waiting for those wishes to come true. So thank you 11-11-11 to make me have a full day of thinking and writing down my dreams. I have too many to handle and no one candle or shooting star can make them all come true. I needed that entire day of the lucky 11-11-11.